Reflection

It was so much easier to see when I detached myself from the chaos and entanglement of daily living. And things started to fit into their natural place smoothly - the focusses of A to Z were crisp and clean, harmonising deeply into a beautiful state. It is these moments that I live for. When I am magically aroused but so peaceful. It is the point in which my soul feels so magnified and the body less of a burden but an instrument in which to express and experience. The point in which I am listening to the voice of the universe and am at one with the whole of creation.

It is here when I do not delve into gossips that the bored mind dwells on in search of connecting and the want to put into words complex feelings that was created in response to another. The analysis of those feelings usually surface towards a black or white direction although the entirety is never as simple as that. It was just the exchange of energies, and it is really unnecessary to qualify and quantify the experience of the person to be something too straightforwardly good or bad. We can discuss. But we do not get locked into the conversation so far as to become stuck in one mood, belittling the emotions that could be shared and the real intelligence of the ideas.

It is also at this heightened state that I am unaffected by the games of fearful people with their lashes of mockery and complementary thick, bullet-proof walled up hearts and insincere self-composed smiles. It does not matter because I see it whole and am not involved in it personally. And because I am not entangled in it, I can be truly forensic and yet truly sympathetic. Because our job is to understand. To see it all. When we label and we tag, limiting to help us understand, that is but child's play. We are not seeing it all, cutting off corners to make it easier. But it ain't the truth and we ain't kids no more.